really grateful for my results..really glad my hard work did pay off after all..unlike the O lvls..

strangely, i dun feel really really that elated or wadeva..yes of coz im happy, but i feel tt there are more impt things in life tt i hav yet to achieve..

realised tt after i went army, my life has pretty much changed..it aint abt fun anymore..its abt achieving things in life tt i haf neglected in the past..

my parents wanna reward me, but i kinda said no..i dun want no monetary reward or wadsoever..coz i kinda feel im already happy wit wad i haf..its like i dun need no new fone even tho mine is old like fuck..dun need no nintendo ds or psp coz i haf lost interest in such things..no need mp3 coz i can use my old ipod as long as it still works..no need for new clothes or wadeva shit..

actually i dunno wad i want...........................

oh yes maybe i would want much stronger endurance and grit..both physically and mentally..and some freedom would be nice..

anw realised tt sispec is really really bad..a 3sgt in unit is treated like shit..unless i get posted to tekong, a 3sgt is nothing..so go thru 3 mths bslc sispec course for wat siaz....but den again ocs is too madass for me...so NOW WHAT........................i tink army lacks choices seriously..