for the first time in my life, i took an exam with totally no sleep before hand.

and the paper is pretty farked up. NONE of the main topics i mugged SO HARD for, came out.

and due to me being too jaded, I missed out several easy points in my essay. This is not very good. Hope everything turns out ok dammit.

Shall try to sleep properly at least 1 week before exams, so that I can readjust my bio clock back to normal.

I'm sian of exams already. Though it's just the first paper.

extracted my wisdom tooth today

$170

and now i feel as if a truck just hit the left side of my face..i hate the swelling sensation..

the feeling that i need to bite something

woah shit 4 more days to exams! WTF im totally not ready man...

i notice that lately, there has been a lot of negativity shrouding this blog.

thus, i shall try to chillax a wee bit.

but it's kinda hard with exams in 6 days' time, and i have a shitload of work to clear. I'm struggling to keep up the pace, even when i'm confining myself in my room to mug.

have not been exercising properly over the past weeks. mainly due to the priority of exams, and also because laziness is a easy habit. somehow, i feel aged as well, kinda lost the fight and grit to exercise.

can't wait for dec. need to straighten myself up during that month. Boxing, here I come.

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Having a damned wisdom tooth problem. wrong time to get it. should have gotten it 1 yr earlier, where i could have removed it FOR FREE, and also get a few weeks MC to avoid work in NS.

now it costs minimum $150. Consultation alone is already $15. Dentists sure do earn a farking lot. plus the assistant at the dental clinic quite chio. Quite a happy dentist there.

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I am going to write up a proposal, more of a manifesto perhaps. On how to change the future of pharm. the direction that sg pharm is heading, is absolutely negative, and in truth, pretty pathetic and desperate. shall not elaborate here. wait for my manifesto. if i have the time, that is.

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Cannot wait for 28 NOV. The end of the exams. It's only 1 sem, and i feel drained. Is this normal at all.....

7 more sems to go.

I hate it when people carry their notes everywhere, and reading them at every opportunity. It's plain disgusting fuck. Gonna soot them when I see that in the next sem.

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End of exams, so much to do. Go relac jack, go exercise, go learn something new (undecided yet). I think I should find a CCA in NUS. Have something to look forward to.

Unless I get a place in a hall next sem. Hopefully can get in. Wanna have some wild fun nights in school.

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It's 444am. I can't sleep. Insomniac.

Peace.

today i would have tackled and smashed this "friend" of mine during lunch, had it not been for the presence of the large group of friends..mainly kept in control cause of the girls around..no good to create too much commotion..would have happily delivered a nice punch across his bloody face though..


i'm going crazy..

some farkers jus need to learn to show some respect..


today i felt like a loan shark..cause this bloody malay bitch has yet to pay me the $100 tuition fee she owes me, for 3 months already..

i kept calling her, and yet she didn't dare to pick up..and when she did, she pretended not to be that person..bloody hell..had to threaten her and scare some piss out of her before she woke up her idea..but then she started to pussy out and hung up..

i'm giving her 1 more week to make the payment, before things get ugly..

her sms-es are ridiculously funny..for an adult to send such kiddy fake lies, it just goes to show how these *************..sorry, censored due to racism..


DAMMIT EXAMS ARE COMING..

why do i always feel so damn low the day after drinks the previous night..

probably cause when i sober up, my vision starts to clear once again..unveiling the depressing prospects that lie ahead of me..

the people in my course, well, they are nice good people..but..why does my interests seem to clash with all of them..no common interest for fun..seriously..

4 years like this? oh fuck

WHERE MY KAKIS AT