ok..tonight really put things into perspective



looks like i have fucked up.


gg

troubles

thinking of.......



i seriously hope i don't become a murderer

i feel myself going insane

HELLO THIS IS MY 100TH POST ON THIS LAME BLOG


good day today. things are better. ok actually no, i still got lots of work to catch up with.


argh

im stressed

but over what, i have no farking idea

im insomniac

im severely fatigued, but i can't get to sleep

at the same time, i feel lethargic, numbed and emotionless

the only thing i can feel is the increased pumping rate of my heart

this type of life ain't right

i need a long break, to loosen up my body and mind

need some fresh air

i can feel myself going mad

literally







why am i channeling all my remaining energy into negative aggressive ideas, turning against .... other people.. people i used to call ____ ...

Ok I need to exhibit some self control from now on.

Anyway I am very impressed by this video. Do have a look.

http://www.facebook.com/search/?q=moomedia&init=quick#/video/video.php?v=148280734491

E Learning week at the moment. Finally getting a well-deserved break.