shucks i feel a wee bit hungover...

went eskibar with ruiran and wf, a farewell ceremony for wf leaving s''pore..3 of us finished a bottle..had a great time, but felt a bit loopy after we finished the bottle..

its the end of an era, firstly WK ,den PETER, den now WF..

my fav author passed away..michael crichton aged 66..although his last few bks were kinda off-form, his previous books were truly outstanding and some are simply exhilirating..now its time to move on to JOHN GRISHAM.."the Client"was quite an interesting bk , as was The Partner..so i have high hopes for John..

meanwhile im gonna go take a break...recuperate first before doing anything..my head hurts..but i like this feeling

if only i hav been a little bit fitter.....ok not a little, a lot, in terms of running....i would haf become an officer..no nd suffer under brainless bigots (regular specialists) that know lesser than I do...who think of themselves as the beholder of great worldly knowledge and who regard themselves as undisputed leaders..oh come on..

ar well..lets jus take pride in wadeva minor achievements that we have attained in our lives. lift up ur chins and move on, ignoring the small talk of others about one's contributions and efforts..talk is cheap.

i am moving on..away from the status synonymous with (freedom and brain) deficiency..good riddance 11B..hello pink ic..

alright NS hasn't been as bad as it seems..at least it's better than Hitler's anti-semitic concentration camps..i have learnt a lot in army..you MIGHT have learnt some stuff too, jus gotta sit down and rewind and reflect..

being subject to goons management and senseless "training" and "welfare" (aka TOUGH training) in such a colossal organisation, you get to comprehend how working environments in the civilian world can turn horribly awful and unpleasant, if you stick squarely and rigidly to rules , and being inflexible to subordinates..at times strict authority is a necessary evil, but too much results in mini communism, appeasing the communism lust of Lenin and Stalin in their graves.

one thing I have learnt is RESPECT. (yo brother) not those type of hip hop respect shit on the streets.. It's about listening to other's views. Listen to different opinions. Just listen and think thru it. Everyone can be a genius and offer brilliant ideas. I always believed any mother father son can be an officer. It just depends on opportunity. With responsibility comes greater capability. And responsibility is what defines a commander. And ALWAYS SPEAK TO OTHERS IN A GENTLEMANLY MANNER. and never shout or raise your voice and bark instructions or opinions like a dog or a bitch, depending on gender.

NS teaches you CONFIDENCE. inter-personal communication. also improves your speech making skills. honesty in speech leads to ultimate confidence and self-assuredness. so be true to yourself before you blabber any shit.

NS gives you FRIENDS. expands your network. living together. working together. shitting together. slogging your ass off together. chao-keng-ing together. The unity is unparalleled. life long friends in the making. criticizing and mocking people who play rank.

never ever think you are better than anyone. becoz anyone can be better than you in many other ways. tt's the best lesson I have learnt.


peace out.